I do miss the attention. I miss getting dressed up and going out. I miss worrying about what I’m going to wear.
I miss being even slightly naked being a big deal. Like I remember the first time I saw him in a towel & I couldn’t stop stealing glances. Now I feel like I could stand in front of the TV in my underwear & he’d either just slap my arse or tell me I was in the way.
He occasionally moans that we don’t have sex that often but he doesn’t seem that interested at the same time. I’m trying to sort my body out but it’s going to take time.
I just want you to throw me on the bed & be really passionate about it, IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR?
The thing is, as much as I love my boyfriend, there are still things I want to experience sexually. Funnily enough, the majority, if not all of these things are with girls.
Am I bi? You see, I don’t think you can label things as easily as that. As much as I am attracted to girls and would engage in sexual acts, I don’t see the point in going out with a girl.
I feel like I’m the kind of person who could invite another person into mine & my partners sex life and we could experience so much more, but I’m not sure how he would feel about that.
I think I could actually be a swinger y’know but then I’m not sure exactly how I would feel seeing him sleep with someone else. Hmm.
We’ve just got a lot of growing up to do. We’ll get there in the end.
thanks for following lovely(:
No problem hun, I hope you’re well.